Wednesday, April 27, 2011

My King

my king is the king of the jew
the king of Israel
the king of righteousness
the king of the ages
the king of heaven
the king of glory
the king of kings
the lord of lords
That's my king
my king is a sovereign king
no means of measure can define his limitless love
He's enduringly strong
he's entirely sincere
he's eternally steadfast
he's immortally graceful
he's imperially powerful
he's impartially merciful
He's the greatest phenomenon that has ever crossed the horizon of this world
He's God's son
He's a sinner's savior
He's the centerpiece of civilization
He's unparalleled
He's unprecedented
He's the loftiest idea in literature
He's the highest personality in philosophy
He's the fundamental doctrine of true theology
He's the only one qualified to be an all sufficient savior
He supplies strength for the weak
He's available for the tempted and the tried
He sympathizes and he saves
He strengthens and sustains
He guards and he guides
He heals the sick
He cleansed the lepers
He forgives sinners
He discharges debtors
He delivers the captive
He defends the feeble
He blesses the young
He serves the unfortunate
He regards the aged
He rewards the diligent
he beautifies the meager
He's the key to knowledge
He's the wellspring of wisdom
He's the doorway of deliverance
He's the pathway of peace
He's the roadway of righteousness
He's the highway of holiness
He's the gateway of glory
His life is matchless
His goodness is limitless
His mercy is everlasting
His love never changes
His word is enough
His grace is sufficient
His reign is righteous
His yoke is easy
His burden is light
He's indescribable
He's incomprehensible
He's invincible
He's irresistible
You can't get him out of your mind
You can't get him off your hand
You can't outlive him
You can't live without him
The pharisees couldn't stand him
They found out they couldn't stop him
Pilate couldn't find any fault in him
Herod couldn't kill him
Death couldn't handle him
His grave couldn't hold him
That's my king.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011


64 ounces of white cherry powerade, two Mucinex DM pills, two Airborne tablets, and one centrum vitamin.
When am I going to get better???? : /

Thursday, April 21, 2011

finding my way home.

So, it seems like the thing everyone from church does after high school is try out new churches. Why is this? I'm sure it is different for every person, but I m beginning to realize why I feel the need to do so. I have gone to the same church all 18 years of my life. Sure I have visited other churches on occasion, but not really with the mindset of looking for a church home. Some people at my church make looking for a new church seem taboo. They spout out stuff like "You already have a church home," or "Don't date the church." They look down on me and other teenagers who have the same desires. I've had people tell me that the music doesn't matter, if you don't like something it doesn't matter; you are there for God. I agree with the last part. I am there for God, but where my opinion differs, is saying that all those things don't matter at all. If those things didn't matter at all, why is there so many churches with different styles. I am not saying I want to join a different religion, or even stop going to church. Not at all. I am saying I want to meet and befriend new believers, hear new people share the gospel, and worship with a new group of voices. As long as I am still with fellow believers, learning, and worshiping is it that bad that I go to a new venue? I never got the chance to find a church home. I was in my parents church home. Maybe I will go check out some other churches and decide to go to one of them. Maybe I will decide my church now is my church home... who cares as long as I am following Christ and growing in my relationship with him? Church can be anywhere where I am surrounded by fellow believers worshiping our God.

Saturday, April 16, 2011


Nails- check
Toes- check
Shower- check
Face mask- checkHair-

oh prom, and all your tedious tasks.

Friday, April 15, 2011

oh, life.

Man! It seems like when things start going good for a while, they have to crash and burn. I wonder if this is me sabotaging myself, or just they way life goes...

Sunday, April 10, 2011

If we stop singing, could we stand our ground?

The Outsiders
What is it about certain people that drives me wild? I have absolutely no idea. I could name off a few personality traits that I like, or I think are admirable, but is that it? Or, is it the chase that gets me. I am beginning to think that is it. At least in a lot of cases. I don't like being the person who is never content when I get what I thought I wanted. Does that even make sense? Hmph. 
This is a really great song. In fact, I love it. 

Friday, April 8, 2011

...and her heart went bu-bump a little faster than normal.



Sunday, April 3, 2011

Ain't Gonna Cry
-Bryan Adams

People say that telling the truth is the best way to go. If that is true, why does it seem like the people who are honest are always in the most pain, or get hurt more often. What is the payoff for telling the truth? I was asked a tough question, and now I am sitting here, stomach hurting, and my worried mind going through all the possibilities. This doesn't seem like much of a payoff. Okay, okay. I know the benefits of telling the truth, and the consequences of lying. I'm not stupid or naive. It just one of those things that drive you bonkers because it is often a lose, lose situation regardless if you tell the truth or not. I guess time will tell in the instance. It is possible that I am overacting and thinking the worse. It is also possible that my answer changed the dynamics. No. I know it changed the dynamics. I just don't know how. I am terrified of the unknown. Truly terrified. 

Saturday, April 2, 2011


Skins is better when the characters have British accents. "When I'm ready I'll pour salt on them, when I'm good and ready" "They're man and woman kissing!" "Sid: Tony, I love her! Tony: No, you don't. Sid: Okay, maybe I don't."<3

Friday, April 1, 2011

who are you when I'm not looking?

I don't know quite what to say, I just know I want to say something.  I am warning you now, this post may make very little sense. There is a boy, and he kinda gives me butterflies. At one point he asked me why I started talking to him a lot. I said I am looking for a friend. This is true, but I am looking for more too, I guess. I am not even quite sure why I have a crush on this kid, but I do. I mean, I barely know him, really. But there is just something about him. Oh well. Whatever happens in life happens. I am not going to spend enormous amounts of time worrying about the way things are, or are not, working out. I spend soooooo much of my life just trying to get things perfect, and then being upset when they don't work out that way. My new goal is to get to the point where I don't let stupid things break my heart. My heart is torn and tattered from so many things in my past that I have let destroy my world. God said protect your heart, and it is time I start doing that, in every aspect of life.