I am so irked right now, I can hardly write. I am rewriting sentences over and over just so they make some sense. Sorry if I ramble and don't make sense. I can't wait until I am self sufficient. I can't take this much longer. I can't wait until I can stand on my own two feet. I want to provide for myself. I want to make my own decisions. I am tired of having to do what everyone else says. I am tired of having to be supported. I am so sick and tired of all this crap. I seriously need to get away....Soon.